ShadowMidnightSky

Last journal in 2016    
Once again pointing I'm more alive on Instagram and I'll think of coming back here as an actual art account.   
Ummm Update. I'm in University and studying animation. I do have a few files I can upload buuuut I'm not so sure about it.
Might though. To use this as storage.
   

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My last journal was god knows when.
Well, to sum it up, I've graduated but am not certain what I wish to pursue yet.
I'm entirely obsessed with FFXV.
I'll try adding some of my NAI_nty_Eight works up here.
I need to get back to colour, it's killing me.

Wow, never noticed something so trivial could become something you get so obsessed with.
Riiiiiight, first of all, happy holidays anyone and everyone! 
Slight warning, I may fangirl over the (directed towards females) otome game Shall We Date: Demon's Bond.
THERE IS BARELY ANYTHING OTOME AT ALL, so far, BECAUSE THE CHARACTERS I GOT SO FAR ARE BOTH COWARDS in otome goal terms AND PREFER GETTING KILLED IN THAT WAR.
Demo, now I wanna study up on Ieyasu Tokogawa. I mean wow. Really, I wanna know why that era, why that war and pleeeeeease I just wanna know XD
Either way, uh... Yeah, this account is almost left for dead so I may consider changing my tagline to "princess Yase" again, and that is an in game reference not may will get though.
ah, well, ramblings always have to come to an end. I just wondered if anything had to be written.
hmmm.
Well, for the 25th: merry christmas!
1st: happy new year!
and 7th: Merry Christmas Russia!

just so... messed up! First of all all my plans for this week were cancelled, and the Ace tears and now I realize that the general religion here has a thing against realistic faces.
What is UP with that?? 
sorry guys I was hoping to upload something huge but I guess I'll have to postpone it. Ace got ripped so the giant FINAL FANTASY TYPE 0 poster-thingy wont happen.
AND AFTER I LOST SO MANY GOOD PENCILS UUUUUUUURGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
   :bademoticon: :bademoticon:     :bademoticon:  
so, basically, 
a. Ace delayed and bunch of other rage drawings to report, started on Lightning
b. playing a loooooot of videogames right now
c. WHAT THE FUDGE DOES RELIGION HAVE AGAINST FACES!? EVERYTHING HAS A FACE, EVERYTHING HAS A NAME, SO WHAT THE FUDGE IS SO BAD ABOUT IT, DAMMIT!??

well KONICHIWAAAAAAAAAA MINNAAAAAAAA!
Ogenki desuka??
yeah I was dead for so long...
   
okay, so.... school is seriously annoying, and I need to rant. WHAT THE FUDGE AM I GONNA NEED A SECANT AND COSECANT FOR!? AND ALL THIS NUMERICAL SHIZZ, WHY DO HUMANS CREATE NUMBERS WHEN IN FACT THERE ARE NO TRUE NUMBERS IN NATURE!? WHY DO WE FAVOR ORDER AND ORGANIZE EVERYTHING IN BOXES WITHIN BOXES UNTIL WE EVENTUALLY GET BURIED IN BOXES WHILE NATURE IS SO DIVERSE AND DIFFERENT!?

sigh. 

anyway, i have a lot of written work instead, and am contemplating putting it up. plus, I'm waiting for summer to start shooting (LET ME AT THAT BERETTA! I NEED ONE! XD) I need it to get into mello's character better, It's a cosplay plan I have.
Oh, got my Tifa Cosplay costume 3 months ago and COMIC CON WAS EPICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC
                         

I had to. XD gomen.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOkay, I have some more business homework so jaa ne.