|I like to tr different styles; so...|
I have Chibis, anime/manga styles, and realism practice XD
Mostly dne with a mechanical pencil, lead size: whatever I feel like for that time [0.7/0.5/0.9]
Also have acrylics, watercolours, pastels... etc
Home and Things to Ponder20 September 2014Home and Things to Ponder by MaryamAswad
It's been a while since I updated, so I thought I'd come back and contemplate the complexity of life here
First, let me explain the title. I was looking through my profile and saw the old journal and noticed that I was describing the country where I live and study as "home". That... that sort of bothered me.
Now don't get me wrong, I admire the architecture and appreciate the safety of this place. It's just that I've never actually felt like I really fit in. I moved in here from my birth country eight years ago, and this is the first time I ever refer to it as "home". I never could get used to the lack of green in the colour palettes of the common areas. In fact, just last year, I was happy to learn that I may move again. So how is it that I enjoyed the familiarity of the place when I returned from an amazing vacation in a beautiful place with most of my favourite people in the world? Why is it that I thought "I'm glad
"If I no longer had this voice, would you still, even then, love me?|
If I no longer had these fingers, would you even then still love me?
If I was no longer human, would you love me?'
The answer I feared could never be told and I pluck the final feather alone..."
But I have no Len to sing me the answers.
Need a Happy Ending Simulator,
But it's only in my head.
A manga fangirl who pretty recently started games, loves ikemen faces and vocals and creates a lot of OCs.
Um... since I aslo makea lot of characters, but the ones I love most are the ones I created just like that (no specific inspiration) but end up looking like girls... Now, i don't mind drawing a beach scene to show it but